Poem

You said it was going to be ok... you told me it wasnt going to end this way.. so why did you walk away... you pretended to care... hell you were never there.. so why dont you leave so i can forget the ugly face that haunts me even in my darkest dreams. You were never there for me.. you never existed so why is it that you insist on being with me now.. when i am old enough to say goodbye and leave this gretched town. You were always so bias you never understood you dont even know what goes on in my head dont pretend you understand when you know you dont. youve never been through this so just shut the fuck up.Why dont you just walk away and pretend again that everything is the same... Dont worry i wont let myself take the blame ... i know and yet there is no shame its you who is lame... to leave me sitting in the dark.. on the corner of a dark ally with nowhere to go only to defend never to lurk... you did this too me and i hope you are happy. i hope you look pass this smile because you never would have put it there.... unless i could have called you more than what you are... you are nothing you never will be something so just walk away before i grab a ball bat and ram it into you fucking guts until i hear you scream in agony.