Poem- This hell inside me

This hell inside of me is burning me alive this pain that conquers all that is real here we go all over again playing this same damn game again and again lets play a new game its called give me a knife and I shall slice my wrists and then if this pain succeeds still then I shall slice my throat and watch my blood squirt all over the place. So then this hell inside me will cease to exist so that this pain will just fade away and I won’t remain.