Indifferent

Clasping on tight to the thing that lurks in the shadows... Begging and Yearning... a sacred emotion never approaches... Scared and Alone... Where is my love when I need him the most? Indulged in something Demeaning and Mediocre... What makes the Wicked Shine and the Good hide... A sense of tension, betrayal to all the kinds... Falling so hard it makes me gasp so loud... but where was my love? Grasping his long love addiction with such adolescent pride. Make a feeling feel alright. I want to run and scream. Just to hide from what never was. Here's a chance, a new moment, a new beginning. But where was my love? Submerged in the battle cries and the pixelated life beyond the real. Don't break the chains, that keep the Sanity within your mind. Don't let this fear become the dictation of whom you shalt be in the end... A lingering fool once wandered into the limbo's of time, the fool said life awaited him... it ended up killing him. But what shall await me in those moments where I go astride.. and where will my love be? Stuck on the other side, my love won't know.. for the roars of the victory cries will hold him tight. Make the time amongst the useless, ask, pray, whatever you need, but be there as the Wicked rape your thoughts with the despicable insanity to clear all traces light to make that white jacket even tighter. Where is my love... when his ignorance put me in the lost, cold place that I am...