Poem- Lost In darkness

forever lost inside the darkness
and the greatest of most moments appear
and the only lasting memory i fear is the
one that i hold dear it keeps me
near and that i dont fear that i am no longer there
i will always remain throughout your thoughts
and every sight of days can only seem to fade away
as long as i know that you wont give up
then i can live long forever inside the world
where i can never disappear and here
i stand lights around me and wings spread out
and whispering lullabys spread around for only you to hear.
So here i stand at my funeral all is there all as it should seem to be
all mope all cry all on there knees asking me why?
Why did i leave them in that hell hole
without someone for them to run and cry to
and never will i be there for them
to have a shoulder for them to lean on.
Why did you go
and how did you never know
that i would never be alright without you beside me..
I am the angel of life i am the angel of forgiveness
and i would never leave someone i hold dear in such pain and agony..
i will always stand and i will always be watching you all
you have to do is promise me you wont cry at my funeral...
for i promise you i wont hold it a grudge
if you dont my only fear is when i can no longer speak to you
and you will never know how badly i feel that i never got to say goodbye
to you for when my voice fades into the lullaby of fate my last words
i shall speak is i love you
and i want you to live your life but never forget about me....